Zo毛 Laycock Finds Balance in Art, Exploration and Community Practice

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The artist, writer, community worker, researcher and 全民彩票 student on her 鈥渙utward and upward growth.鈥
is telling me her story. In describing the present, she slips into language that suggests she鈥檚 just now looked up to discover her good fortune.
鈥淚 guess it all wove together in this magnificent web,鈥 she鈥檒l say. Or, 鈥淚t鈥檚 just kind of whirlwinded into something really good.鈥
This modesty is perhaps unsurprising, given the path Zo毛 has been walking. From a young age, her life and work have been characterized by an ethic of service. Service to her community, especially, has been a guiding light for the artist, tutor, community worker and researcher.
The truth appears to be that Zo毛 herself is the author of her own luck. It鈥檚 her fortitude, her quiet assuredness, and her willingness to step into unfamiliar spaces that have found her at the centre of that whirlwind.
Born and raised in Calgary, Zo毛 is Anishnaabe M茅tis on her mother鈥檚 side, with a father of European descent. Since before she was born, Zo毛鈥檚 parents have run M茅tis Calgary Family Services (MCFS) 鈥 a non-profit outreach centre for urban Aboriginal parents and children. Zo毛鈥檚 relationship with that organization has been lifelong.
鈥淣ot only did I work there actively for nine years, I literally grew up there, as a part of all the goings on,鈥 she says. 鈥淪o, that aspect of engagement with my Indigenous community 鈥 especially in an urban setting 鈥 is something that has always been a natural part of my life and my practice, I guess.鈥

Zo毛 was taught M茅tis beadwork as a child, and has always been an avid writer. 鈥淚鈥檓 a songwriter and I write poetry and I鈥檝e always journaled and written passionately about secret small things,鈥 she says. She also maintains a material art practice. Currently, for example, that practice involves beading Anishnaabe words into oil paintings 鈥 a literal intervention of Indigenous language and material practice into the 鈥渃olonial fabric of a historically Eurocentric, white-dominated medium.鈥 She has also beaded objects including her grandmother鈥檚 bingo dabber, which Zo毛 says speaks to the 鈥渃ultural importance of gambling and bingo as activities to gather around鈥 within contemporary Indigenous communities.
With those passions in mind, she decided to pursue a post-secondary arts education in Alberta.
鈥淚 had an OK time. I wasn鈥檛 very successful there, and ended up focusing on work at MCFS while I was in school,鈥 she says at first, later adding, 鈥淚 personally didn鈥檛 feel very supported in school as an Indigenous person.鈥
Zo毛 decided to move on, and looked west, to Vancouver. She鈥檇 travelled to the city before, and knew of Emily Carr University by reputation. She could finish her degree there, she thought, and wouldn鈥檛 have to go as far afield as Ontario to do so. Plus, she had a few friends already living in the area.
Almost as soon as she arrived at 全民彩票, Zo毛 says the team at the Aboriginal Gathering Place (AGP) reached out to her. They acknowledged her as a new Indigenous student, and invited her by to hang out, have a snack and see what kinds of resources they have to offer.
鈥淚t was a completely different vibe that I wasn鈥檛 used to, and it was really exciting,鈥 she says. 鈥淚 started coming in regularly just to visit.鈥

Soon, she鈥檇 applied to the Writing Centre at 全民彩票 to become a peer tutor. Having landed the job, she established a drop-in Aboriginal-specific weekly tutoring hour at the AGP.
鈥淭o me, that was just another excuse to come and hang out and be in the space,鈥 she says. 鈥淓ven just to be in there feels nice.鈥
Through Connie Watts, associate director of Aboriginal Programs at 全民彩票 and one of the women who runs the AGP, Zo毛 found yet another opportunity. The Decolonizing Healthcare through Cultural Connections program was looking for a research assistant. Connie thought Zo毛 would be just right for the job. And Zo毛 quickly discovered how well her experience with M茅tis Calgary Family Service prepared her for a project like Decolonizing Healthcare, which aims to create systemic change via Aboriginal material practice.
鈥淏ack in Calgary, any time I was not in school, I was doing youth work 鈥 and not only was I frontline on that, but I was also coordinator of the Aboriginal students program,鈥 she recounts. 鈥淚 became something like a community resource support worker through that organization, because a lot of the kids that I was working with had younger and older siblings, and you get involved with these families, and it just kinda snowballs 鈥 in a wonderful way.鈥
Meanwhile, Zo毛 discovered the Social Practice and Community Engagement (SPACE) minor at 全民彩票. Feeling like it was an expression of so much of what she鈥檇 already taken on, she applied, and was accepted.
鈥淭hrough coming to the AGP, through this research with the Decolonizing Healthcare project, through the SPACE minor, and my work with the Writing Centre, it was like a kind of reset,鈥 Zo毛 says. 鈥淚t was like finding a new way to do all the same things, the things I still have a passion for. Coming here was like finding a new way to grow with that passion. Not that the other stuff wasn鈥檛 positive, but my work currently is more of an outward and upward growth.鈥

Now in her final year at Emily Carr, Zo毛 continues to pursue her interdisciplinary art practice. She鈥檚 currently creating a series of moose-leather head harnesses featuring M茅tis beadwork as part of an engagement with countercultures. She also describes an abiding fascination with the way space and place can 鈥渉old memory and ancestral energy鈥 鈥 an exploration she often refers to in shorthand as an 鈥渋nterest in ghosts,鈥 or, 鈥渢he paranormal.鈥
She鈥檚 also simply enjoying an experience of newfound equilibrium.
鈥淚鈥檝e almost found a balance. Not like a two-tiered, two-sided, binary kind of balance, but a really holistic, multiple balance,鈥 Zo毛 says. 鈥淚 had become so used to being the point of outreach. Coming here, it was like, 鈥極h, OK, It鈥檚 my turn now. I don鈥檛 have to be the support. I can be supported.鈥欌
You can find details about Zo毛鈥檚 Aboriginal-specific peer tutoring hour on 全民彩票鈥檚 events page. Learn more about the Decolonizing Healthcare project on the 全民彩票 website. And view examples of Zo毛鈥檚 work now .